Cosmic Questions
I return from the cosmic excursion
of the first pictures from the Webb Telescope
to declare them beautiful, mysterious and
also, that I’m not ready to travel any further.
Though dark spaces call me in
I’m afraid to dive into uncharted depths
thick with nothingness stretching into
a vastness ocean like when we swam
under a full moon, in waters slick like oil.
We folded our legs to avoid octopus,
and when kelp wrapped around our legs
we screamed in terror at the unknown.
I cannot recognize empty spaces
of blackness as anything I’d wish
to explore, even when hidden scientists
tethered to earth inspect silver screens,
enthusiasm oozing through their foreheads,
holding data more sacred than God.
In meditation the mind expands through
those territories; the cosmic ones belong
to spirit and the spirit reflects the cosmic
lands which embrace all that it exists.
Then, why this fright about infinity?
from where does this quivering emerge?
this panic of death, dread of suffering,
cold sweat felt when losing loved ones?
I peek at more familiar views of Orion,
La Vía
Láctea from
which the gravity
of our problems dissolves like sugar
in a cup of coffee, nothing weights,
or means anything, only eternal light
from the soul carries significance.
Cosmic
Distances
Rough
tongues from pine cones
spoke
to me in tongues, what else?
Not
belonging to the Congregation
I
could not understand a word.
Our
tongues stopped communion,
dried
out like old fallen cones,
making
impossible to comprehend
the
liturgy of our sacred ceremonies.
It’s
been a while since you’ve been home.
that casa
whose walls we painted
the
color of bread and butter,
potted
geraniums never bloomed,
and
garden’s lizards not only ate
insects
but all tender greens.
My
most precious treasure, the orange tree
I
imported from Spain, died suddenly
five
minutes after your announcement.
If
that wasn’t enough, yesterday the rain
soaked
the carton boxes where I kept
your
letters and 20 folded love poems.
Clouds,
tea leaves, a gypsy palm reader
foretold
the death of our potted garden.
Like planets held in place by gravity,
the universe conspires to keep us apart,
nevertheless, we’re always aware
of the proximity of our orbits, mostly
to prevent a heavenly collision.